Saturday, September 18, 2004

becca is uncertain

i dont know...suddenly im realising that more responsibility is being handed to me than i think i want.

im scared to say what i realy want to do and so close to actually doing it. i dont want to do something stupid like throw away a chance for something i might be good at...but i dont know if i need it just now...i dont know that im ready for it.
i dont want to mislead those im around..and i dont want to commit to something half-heartedly.

i wish i knew which to jump toward
what to do?

i think this is what has been on my mind all along.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm praying for you, dear.
Make sure that whatever you do isn't fear-motivated. Sometimes the things that will be the best for us seem the scariest.