*sigh*
there's a lump in my throat and a sick feeling somewhere in the middle of me and i'm perfectly well but not completely okay, though i know i'll be fine regardless of whatever changes or stays the same.

that would make for an interesting begininng to a song...too bad i dont know where it leads after that.
i see something in my head that i wish were panning out before me, but i've not any ounce of assurance that its anywhere near a possibility (and its not even remotely related to my previous two entries...)
and there's not a day that i dont think about it.