i'm in a bit of calm right now....its its rather surreal.
the first month was a whirlwind of teling and reading and deciding and making lists
this month was the realization that i dont have to do it all at once..and that i can't do it all at once
next month will be the calm moving forward with just what needs to be done
then the following few months will be when i have to take this planning brain up another notch again
and i dont even want to think about what all will have to come together those last couple of months
but in five months....i'll be collected and ready and excited