its been a while since i had anything to say here.
i've noticed that i've kind of withdrawn from the way i share things.
i've started to depend more on one-on-one communication, rather than posting my heart to the masses.
perhaps i've become frightened of getting hurt.

at any rate..
i've been listening to some songs that pull at my heart.
maybe i like the soft, soothing torture it brings.
maybe its good for me to feel these feelings surface again.