hrm...well...thats a tough one...a few things? im waiting for a lot of things..and some of them are realy bad excuses.... i suppose i'm waiting on some clarity on what comes next...im waiting on someone to call me to go dancing on a night im not scheduled to work...im waiting on myself to get the guts courage and the financial push to go overseas...im waiting on the next road trip to happen...im waiting for tomorrow night's mini road trip to see pedro the lion..im waiting on someone to walk into my life and for me to not b**ch at him when he's trying to be nice and get to know me...
two things i realy want to happen 1. i want to travel this country and a few others while its still within my own single financial bounds..but i dont want to realy go explore alone..so i need someone who can be free with me and pay for themselves..or if we're married we need to be at least set enough to not break our banks for the trip. and 2. i'm waiting on that "or" part...the married part..i REALY badly want to have a home and a family and a husband and be a housewife who loves her kids and plays with them and teaches them and cooks for her family and cleans during the day while her husband is at work...yes..i want that...but i havent got the button to push to make that happen yet.
looking back at years ago younger becca....you got that 2nd one. and you are really swell at it :)still missing the "home" part of our own, but you'll get there again
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What are you waiting for?
hrm...well...thats a tough one...a few things? im waiting for a lot of things..and some of them are realy bad excuses....
i suppose i'm waiting on some clarity on what comes next...im waiting on someone to call me to go dancing on a night im not scheduled to work...im waiting on myself to get the guts courage and the financial push to go overseas...im waiting on the next road trip to happen...im waiting for tomorrow night's mini road trip to see pedro the lion..im waiting on someone to walk into my life and for me to not b**ch at him when he's trying to be nice and get to know me...
two things i realy want to happen 1. i want to travel this country and a few others while its still within my own single financial bounds..but i dont want to realy go explore alone..so i need someone who can be free with me and pay for themselves..or if we're married we need to be at least set enough to not break our banks for the trip.
and 2. i'm waiting on that "or" part...the married part..i REALY badly want to have a home and a family and a husband and be a housewife who loves her kids and plays with them and teaches them and cooks for her family and cleans during the day while her husband is at work...yes..i want that...but i havent got the button to push to make that happen yet.
any other questions?
looking back at years ago younger becca....you got that 2nd one. and you are really swell at it :)still missing the "home" part of our own, but you'll get there again
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